“I DON’T want to Believe!”

I post the following with reservation. Honestly I don’t know if I believe what my friend told me at lunch today or not. I admit I am still in a state of utter shock over what he told me. He is one who is “in the know” so to speak. I can’t believe this came out of his mouth today and especially today of all days. I got a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach (it was not the lunch) and it is still there! If he is telling the truth then most of us are “marked” and especially those of us who have not been dumbed down but still THINK. I pray to God none of what he told me today is true. I pray to God he was only pulling my leg! I say this because if the things he told me today are true we are in much, much bigger trouble that any of us suspect. In fact, we are in GRAVE DANGER! And in comparison to what is going on today in the world and in our country it all pales to what he told me if it is so. Pales greatly! I’ve thought about what he told me all day long ever since lunch ended. His words keep rolling over and over in my mind like a bad nightmare that is not going away. As you read below you will come to understand why I’ve posted a pic of Attila the Hun on this post. My friends response to my question about Attila was….freezing?….shocking?….alarming!! I am very interested in hearing your comments so please comment.

I post this with reservations.
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Today I mark the one year anniversary of my brother’s death and really it has not turned out to be a bad day as I thought it would. I went for a short walk in the middle of nowhere and I think that was good. Good for the memories. Good for healing. Good for dealing with the sorrow and always good for finding peace. I then went to lunch with a friend and that was good for me too. And it is the conversation during that lunch that I wish to post about here because it turned out to be very interesting and shocking. To protect his privacy I will speak in generalities with no specifics except to say that my friend is is a position to know thing. Important things. And for the sake of this writing I’ll call him “Boris” borrowing from the opera video posted today on this blog by “samhenry” in the comments section at:

http://roblorinov.wordpress.com/2011/04/12/when-a-stranger-takes-someone-you-love-2/#comments

She posted the coronation scene from the opera “Boris Gudunov” and you can find the samhenry blog at:

http://samandimp.wordpress.com/

Boris is well traveled in international circles and he knows people of all kinds. He is very well educated and is very much aware of global events all of the time. After some small talk Boris expressed to me that my deceased brother was one of the “lucky ones.” From there our conversation followed as I asked him what he meant by that comment. He told me that my deceased brother was one of the “lucky ones” because he would not have to go through what the rest of us will “soon” be going through. I asked him to explain to me what he was talking about and he then launched into a talk about the New World Order, Mars, and the Mayan prophecy of 2012. And his talk was not meant as mockery or jest! He was very serious about it all. I admit that when he began I thought he was joking and I even laughed. But as our conversation progressed I found myself laughing less and less and having a growing sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Boris began by explaining the infamous Mayan prophecy date of 21 December, 2012 that some people believe will bring about the end of the world. Frankly, I have never believed that that “magical” date will bring about anything and especially not the end of the world and human existence. I’ve always put that date in the conspiracy theories basket and passed it off just as I have much of the New World Order talk and the “little green men” theories too LOL.

Boris said that the Mayan date was “chosen long ago but not so long ago.” Chosen by the elites as their “target date”! WTF? He explained that it was the date chosen by the elites to accomplish their goals. And their goals? Boris said one is to “terminate” many of the masses of human population in “various ways and by various means.” And he told me, “Some of those means are already in place and all it will take is a flip of the switch to terminate them.” At first I thought he must be talking of nuclear war and missiles but he was not completely! He asked me if I had the H1N1 “Swine Flu” vaccine. I told him I had not and he told me, “Good! Don’t ever get it!” I asked him why not and he told me that it is “one of the various means where the elites will be flipping the switch.” WTF? Is there something in that vaccine that we don’t know about? Specifically, is there a turn off switch? A termination switch in it???

Boris told me that this is only one of the “switches waiting to be turned on.” He told me that nuclear weapons WILL be employed in this extermination by the elites because they feel they must get the human population “down to a manageable size.” I brought up to him that we say all this is fact and asked him what happens if it all gets out of control. That’s when he told me about Mars! Then he shocked the hell out of me by telling me “we are already there and we have been there for awhile now, Lorinov.” WTF? WTF? Mars? We are there? We’ve been there for a time? WTF? I was SHOCKED at what was coming out of my friends mouth. Never had I heard him talk like this. Never had I heard him speaking like some conspiracy theorist such as he did today. This man has always been very down to earth. A very logical and sensible person and today he talks to me like this?

According to Boris there has been a long hidden secret space program! Obama is gutting NASA and he’s scraped the space shuttles and according to Boris it is because “they are no longer required.” To put it in his words, “The shuttles are prehistoric in terms of what the hidden program has been able to achieve.” I asked him what he meant about us being on Mars and he told me once again we have been on Mars for a “long while now.” He then proceeded to tell me that “they” have “made all of the necessary arrangements” and that “everything that is required is now in place there.” When I asked him for who he told me “for the elites!” and added “as plan B.” Plan B? WTF? To make a long conversation short basically Boris was telling me this:

The elites have been financing and facilitating a secret space program. NASA has been a mask. A smoke screen for public consumption. But NASA is not and has never been the real space program. The real program is privately financed and controlled with money from the global elites. According to what he told me we are or have colonized a small section of Mars and facilities have been already built there to house the elites. Plan B is their “escape plan” should things not work out as planned when they begin to “turn the switches on” and “terminate masses of humanity.” According to Boris there are already colonists on Mars from Earth! They are the “lackeys…the workers.”

X Files Scully & Moulder

Now I admit that I began to feel like Agent Moulder on the X Files meeting with the cigarette smoking man LOL. I even began to wonder where Agent Scully was hiding out. :) This kind of talk coming from this man was VERY unusual and very unexpected to me! I even told him that I thought he’d been listening to too much Alex Jones or Jesse Ventura. He did not find that amusing at all. He then went on to tell me that some of the conspiracy theories are absolutely correct! I was shocked! I have no other word for it.

From what I gathered from our conversation today the global elites are planning to terminate masses of the human population on or around 21 December 2012 which is NOT a date for the end of the world but IS the goal date that the elites have established as their target date for carrying out their plans to reduce the human population to a “manageable size.” What is “manageable size”? Who knows exactly? One thing he kept referring to in connection with this “termination” was that when the elites launch their “final solution” the mass deaths will be “phenomenal”. I’m assuming that pretty much means that BILLIONS will die.

So according to him there is something in the H1N1 vaccine that he called a “switch” that can be turned on and the person dies. I think? When I asked him how this “switch” was to be turned on he simply said, and very coldly I might add, “Think HAARP.” Ah yes! That mysterious HAARP in Alaska. The place overflowing with antennas and no one knows for sure what it is all about though many suspect it is some sort of weather weapon or something. Maybe it is and maybe it has more than one purpose and function. Can it be that there is some trigger in the H1N1 vaccine that HAARP can “turn on” and a person dies? And what about other vaccines? Food? Water?

Now I must admit that during the course of this very strange conversation I felt somewhat amused at first but as the talk continued I began to feel more and more unnerved. In fact, as we talked I began to have a horrible sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach and it wasn’t the excellent food! I told Boris that if what he says is fully true then this is a very, very sinister plan and he agreed fully with me that it IS a very sinister plan but he informed me that “it’s been in the works for decades now.” Well isn’t that what the conspiracy people have been claiming for decades now? That this thing has been being planned and in the works for a long time now and we need to pay attention to it?

Boris told me that the NWO elites feel that they have to have an “excuse” to launch their “final solution.” He told me that “civil unrest” will be that excuse. He said that the elites “want the masses to riot” because “they will then have their excuse to use the weapons.” Now this is interesting because I have increasingly been hearing people claim that civil riot is exactly what BO is trying to move us to in this nation and such riots are already happening in the Middle East and elsewhere. Can this be true? Riots will give these elites the “excuse” to conduct their “final solution” of mass kill? I asked him why they call it “final solution” and he told me they “borrowed” the term from the Nazis and added, “And we all know what that meant to the Jews” and said “but this time around it will not just be the Jews!”

So what do we have here in the context of this conversation? We have the global elites plotting to kill masses of the human population to get our numbers down to a “manageable size.” We have them building luxurious refugee camps on Mars for themselves in case things go not as planned. What might that be? The spread of radiation due to the mass use of nuclear weapons? Or maybe their kill “switches” don’t work and we begin to take their heads off? And we have a date which is the Mayan prophecy date of 21 December 2012. Some of this I’ve heard before but not the thing about Mars or the secret space program.

One thing Boris kept pointing out to me is just how things have “sped up.” The economic declines, the civil unrest around the world, the rising prices, the growing joblessness, people being reduced in mass to living paycheck to paycheck if they are lucky and if unlucky having no income at all and having to move to the streets. And then Boris spoke of Obama and government and he told me BO is not stupid but that he is simply “following the plan.” The plan set before him by the global elites whom he considers himself one of and this is why he calls himself a “citizen of the world.” And Boris told me BO is right on target when it comes to him following and implementing “the plan.” Ah! I think of one of our commentators on this blog, Joanna, who has consistently alleged that BO is not stupid but he is following the design, the plan!

So what is the endgame of all of this according to Boris? Enslavement for those of us who survive. Death for most of us, unfortunately. The elites seem to have a very poor opinion of the majority of us. They see us as mere cattle. Expendable! They do NOT see us as human beings! They do NOT see us as sacred human lives created by God! They see us as mindless DRONES unworthy of anything save to become their SERVANTS! That really bothers me!

May God damn them all!!

According to Boris all that we see right now has been “engineered” by the elites. This includes the fight over the US debt. He says that too has been engineered and planned by design. He says as I and many others are saying, that DC could tax all of us 100% and it still would not pay the debt off. He said it is not a debt that is simply “unsustainable” but it is a debt that is “impossible to pay.” And he says that has been the plan all along. That is to bankrupt the US economy, the strongest economy on the planet, because as our economy sinks WE the People SINK! How true that is, no? He said this has all been the plan and design and the reason for it is that a poor and ignorant people are much easier to control and fool than a people in comfort and with intelligence. Of course! Every banana republic dictator like Hugo Chavez and Castro know that LOL. Further, he said the dumbing down of America was a “big part of the plan” because when the elites began to hatch their plan they knew there was one BIG thing that stood in their way. One BIG “problem” that could foil their plans altogether. What’s that? THE AMERICAN PEOPLE!!

At one time the most educated and wealthy people on the planet! But not so any longer!! So the elites launched their campaign to dumb us down and turn us into mindless drones and they “engineered” to remove our attention from “things that mattered” to things that do not matter “in the slightest.” Things like video games, movie stars, fantasy games, ipods, etc etc etc. Oh yeah we are dumbed down alright!! And this in conjunction with the steadily growing economic hardships in this nation has been the way the elites have “conquered the American people”!!

I pointed out to Boris that not all of us are dumbed down. That some of us are still THINKING people! That some of us are not buying the BULLSHIT being put out by the media or governments. And I told him that some of us have a fairly good idea what is going on in the world and in our country. And I asked him, “So what about us? Where do we fit in to all of this?”. He then gave me the coldest most unemotional answer that I’ve ever heard come out of this man’s mouth! Very coldly he leaned forward at the table and with a blackness in his eyes that I have never seen before he said, “You people are THE ENEMY!” WTF? The enemy? The thinking people who refuse to sacrifice their intelligence for glider people and video games are THE ENEMY? What the hell does that mean? And I asked Boris that very question!!

Boris answered me by asking me a question himself. He said, “Aren’t you a survivor?” Of course I told him I considered myself to be so. He then said, “That is exactly what makes you and all others like you the enemy of the elites!” He went on to tell me that we who still think can figure out what is going on because we do not take things at face value. We think! And we think some more until we figure it out. We do exactly what the elites, the NWO, do NOT want us doing! THINKING!! And that, according to Boris, makes us “dangerous to them and their plans.”

I looked at his face in shock and I said this, “So should I begin to take on Attila the Hun as my newest role model and hero or what?” Again he leaned forward and very, very seriously answered me saying, “That is most likely the best idea for your own survival you’ve ever had in your entire life.” WTF? OMG! I don’t believe it! What the hell is going on here? What the hell is wrong with my friend? Why was he saying these things to me? Are they true? A lie? What???? His answer sent a chill down my spine! He made the hair on the back of my neck stand up!!

My friends as I sit here writing this post I believe myself to remain in SHOCK! Boris’ words keep rolling over and over in my mind. He has never talked like this before. I never would have believed such things would or could come from this man’s mouth. I think of all the past conversations we have had and never has he ever indicated any agreement with these “conspiracy theories.” In fact, I have heard him laugh at and mock many of them but not today! Not during this lunch! Today he was dead serious and……afraid! I could see it in his eyes. There was coldness and blackness but there was also fear!

So I sit here still in shock writing this and his words roll over and over in my mind and the recall of the look on his face stand in the forefront of my mind never to be forgotten I will tell you. How did he find all this out I wonder. How does he know about the hidden space program and Mars colonies? Can it even be true? Are we there? Is it now the refuge of the elites should things here go awry if their plans don’t work out as planned? I’m sitting here thinking about when NASA admitted that they “paint” the pictures that come back from Mars. They add the red tint to the satellite pictures and they admitted doing so at one time! The real Mars has a blue sky like Earth and the land is like the barren land of the earth. So why do they tint the pics red? I must admit the thought has crossed my mind that they have been hiding something. Something they did not want us to know. But what? What would the untouched pics from Mars reveal to us without the added red tint? That Mars is not the “red planet” afterall? That it has a blue sky? So what!!

Now I’ve considered that what if my friend was pulling my leg. That would be very cruel and he is not cruel. He knows what this day means and what happened last year on this date. He has been very supportive so why would he choose today to pull my leg? He is one who does not take things lightly and I have never known him to buy into all of the conspiracy theories crap. Today was weird! My head swims still! Did he find something out? Something that verified all of this? I’m at a loss on this one my dear readers. Lost!

I’m still feeling like Agent Moulder on the X Files after having met with the cigarette smoking man! LOL and now? Now? This is one of the few times in my life when I must tell you I am at loss for words! I have no words right now!! OMG

HAARP in Alaska built by USAF